I asked Logan if he's ever had a point where he just wasn't satisfied with anything he wrote.
"Oh hell yea, man! I fuckin' hate when that happens. I'll write like 5 songs in 2 days and just throw them all away." or something like that.
I felt a little better then, but I realized I've been on this block for a lot longer than 2 days. More like 2 months, actually.
I know this is my passion, but I'm worrying that it's something I won't be able to improve. When a "good idea" hits me, I write it down, then sing it. Then it turns into a horrible idea, so I throw it away. And the cycle continues.

On the bright side, my band got accepted to play the National Rock Summit in Pensacola, FL. I'm pretty excited, but I know that we're not ready to play it at all. There is so much work between now and then. Pray for us, please.

I want to have a way with words. Does it come naturally, or is it something you have to work with? I'm worried that it's the former.

I'm hoping this works out, but I know how this goes. I hope I'm wrong.

The past few days have been pretty stale:

wake up
take a shower
read for 3 hours
write a song
talk to friends
scrap said song
go to sleep

Point being, I hate summer reading, and I hate the fact that I can't express myself as well as Conor Oberst or Aaron Weiss.

I've got my eyes on the prize, and she's beautiful.

Senior year is less than a month away. I'm still not sure if my excitement for this exists. Everyone else seems to be anxious, but I'm just ready to get it all over with. That way, I'm one year closer to Belmont(awesomenessss).